can i do it?

im moving many people are sad and going to miss me for only a few months others will remember fo alittle longer a couple will remember me for a long time one will forget me in a second im going to a small city but it looks like it will be fun ill still be active with west vigo as much as possible but it wont be hard i can drive and i have a car i be back all the time i cant tell you how many people will see m new house hopefully one at least gelb said i could help out if iwanted i want to i will i have plenty of placesto stay at if i choose to i can named a gauteeded three i know a got friends

its all so good
but so horrible at the same time

so its only 7 days till my birthday im kinda excited but its ok it homecoming week and the powderpuff game is tonite so hopefully that wil be fun. Lindsey and I seem distance but it could just be me i dont know why but it sucks a bunch my mommy was cool and bought me a bunch of jones soda and im giveing some to lindsey because she is the one that loves them and got me addicitged to them thats good enough for now

its been awhile so im going to update this for right now my week was fairly good friday we had one lunch so i got to eat with lindsey but it seemed less fun personally for me she looked bored too i kinda just want to stay in A lunch more i guess i went to matts houise after schoola reound 630 and and screwed around for two hours and then went to lazar tag which i did horrible at i think then i spent the night at matt came home a 1 then left and went toi lindseys for a few hours then im going to try and go to nicks house because i just dont want to go home lindsey went to the movies with dre' and only him so know she is just friends with him but still it just them two so that kinda annoyed me but i want her to have fn and i dont want to be over proctective or crap like that which im afraid i kinda am doing i hate doing that i guess that is enough for now

well im goin to wisconsin tomorrow till sunday probly nite dang so i dont get to do anything with my friends tomorrow or mainly lindsey i leave at 6 in the morning tommorw what fun for me school is starting soon havent read all my books but hopefully my school work will change my grade cause im not going to read them i guess poo i want to spend some time with lindsey and caleb is boring to talk to on the internet o well hes still cool and fleshy ok im out good bye

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ppl suck i hate them

why is stuff never what it seems to be?
answer that

i dont know what all i think anymore my mind has gone completly crazy i dont know naymore i just dont know im goin to lazer tag tonight but im not sure hows thats goin to go my mind will surely go crazy there who knows what im goin to do i need talk ask questions and clear my mind of this crap that is in there if i talk it wil help but i dont know how long my mind will be nice and clear again who knows im just confused i wwent to see lady in the water it was ok i got bored badly and im full from eating alot of food that mikey gave to us but i still hear trumpets for now

so im really tired from swimming and worn out band is now officail gay the only thing that actually makes it is lindsey and sarah im tired of all the marching crap and im also overly tired so that doesnt help at all. Im sad because more than likely lindsey isnt coming with me to holiday world so i wount as much fun. i was really hoping she could. i dont know if i will or wont get someone else to come im not sure i really want her to go. if you want to know more just ask ill more later